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2009-05-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

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Abdul Malik

2009-05-02T15:46:00.003+08:00

22 November 1988-30 November 2008.

Now I know I done messed up right,
But dear I'm really sorry I lied
I'm sorry for what I said that night
I wanna make this work I swear I tried
Whenever I think about you I cry
Enough of that tough shit
I just can't fight it
It's hard to accept you're no longer mine
I thought I'll be fine but I feel like dying
Just can't seem to get you off my mind
I wish I could see you...
One last time.
One last time, that's all I need
I swear, I promise.

Shawty wanna thug.

2009-04-27T14:45:00.003+08:00

I SAW (:!!!!

FAINTS. HAHAHAHAHAHH. OMG THAT TO-TA-LYYYY MADE MY DAY. WHOOOOH! (: Fana shall hear about this wonderful day of mine later on, ON REPEAT. HAHAHAHAH!

&Oh, my head was dropping throughout Project Management. Damnit. Couldn't really remember shit about the lesson. So much for the enthusiam earlier on. Likkka pro.

Cookie crumbsss

2009-04-27T12:24:00.007+08:00

HI!! (: hahahahahah i really really hope to see (: later! HAHAHAHAHA. I posted quite a scandalous post in my wordpress but too bad it's locked and only Fana can read it, hahahah!! She would understand as to why it's scandalous and why is it lockedddddd. I had uber fun scribbling in Hisham's book just now yo. Teeheeee. &&&&I brought garlic bread and garlic bagel chips to school this morning! Everything also garlic! HAHAHAH!

AND OMG TODAY TWO GUYS ACCUSED ME OF TOUCHING THEIR BUM BUMS SIAHHHHHHH.

ZUL & NAZMI. -__________________-"

I pushed Zul by his hips cause he cut my queue and he was all, "Atiqahhhhh, wanna touch my butt say luh, I know you wanna touch righttttttttttttt," THEN WIGGLE WIGGLE EYEBROWS SOMEMORE LEH. ASSHOLE. HAHAHAHAH.
And Nazmi's butt merely brushed my hand cause the aisle was too small and quite squeezy to pass through and he went, "Wah touch my butt sehhhh,"

Needless to say, all my denials were ignored. Both boys were convinced that I wanted to touch their bum bums. Snorts. Yah right!

I am so ready for Project Management classes later, my notes allll printed out yknow yknow! Just hope I won't fall asleep? Dangggg.

♥

2009-04-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

I'll only fall in love with the best.

You really do spin my head rightttt round. Right.

2009-04-24T11:18:00.003+08:00

"Now do you think that's fair?"

HI(subliminal message, hehhehhehh)!! (:

Yesterday would have been a fucktastickly awesome day if it weren't for ________! ): Nevertheless, I'm still a-okay! (: &Hafiz is merepek. After hearing me keep saying "Go bang wall", he said it too, only thing is that, he said, "Go bang head." so everytime it's like,

"Go bang head ah."
"Atiqah? Go bang head."
"Go bang head luh Atiqah."

Even after countless times I told him it's bang wall, he still continues w bang head. HA HA. Kental.

I predict today will be a sucky day. Already I couldn't find my pencil case and pink headband so I had to leave home w/o it and on the way to school in the train, I discovered that I left my proposal at home. Brillllliant. Just great. Machiam pro.

Bye.
I just wish that something can make me feel better now. ): {ahemcoughshahemsneezesachoooo!}

Said I'm so sick of love songs.

2009-04-22T16:49:00.003+08:00

"I breathe damn loud when I sleep right!"
"Nolaaah, like normal luh."
"Hahah, don't lie luh! I know luh I breathe damn loud, (*started wheezing, HEE HOO HEE HOO)"
"Hahahahahah, nooo, I know luh, I hear you sleep everytime what!"

Hahaha, somehow, I went AWWWWWWW! Hahahaha. Idk why! Maybe, just maybe, this might be something different afterall. But still, no stress baby, no stress! (: HAHAH.

&Boy was I ever so glad when I crashed Hisham's tutorial just now. HOHOHH! (: Let's just say, from now on I see myself as a student of 3H2 on every Wednesday's tutorial! Hehhehh. Ahh pffftsk. Right now, I've got horrible cramps! Tsk. Pain siaah. }:

Ugh. I so wish I can claw my stomach out right now. Just until the pain goes away. Tsk. ):

...so why can't I turn off the radio?

We put our thang down, zipped it and reversed it! :D

2009-04-13T20:55:00.006+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGG WE FINALLY DID IT! WE GOT THIRD! THIRDDDD! WE AIMED FOR THIRD & WE GOT IT! OMG. IT FEELS GOOOD. But haiyah, the trophy was plastic. Hahahahah owells. WE SHALL GET FIRST PLACE NEXT YEAR! It's like, a tradition I guess, for NP canoe girls to be the underdogs, slowly climbing up clinching first and being the ultimate champion! We can do this! GO DEVLINSSS! (((((((:

&my dear darling Siew Shu Hui posted this on her blog!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Owells. I'm sure my sayang will laugh her ass off if she reads that. Hahahahahaha!

Haiyah. Everytime I get a friend request, how i so wish, that it would be you. ):

GAAAAMEEE

2009-04-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

GAME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG MUST REMEMBER: JANGAN. TENSION. GAH!

Tonight, am going to sleep with all my fingers and toes and and eyes and tongue and whatever else that I can cross, crossed. Hahahah. 7.30 tomorrow at SP. Eyes haven't open fully yet. Well maybe if... HEH HEH HEH.

Hooked on "clubbing" songs now. Thanks ah Quek. So early get in the mood already. Hahahahahah.

"The funny thing about common sense is, it's not very common." Read this off somone's status in Facebook. But true, yes no?

Whudddup?

2009-04-11T21:52:00.005+08:00

Today! Went to Mt Sophia for the flea market! Fang & Belle decided to join us at the last minute so there was me Jane, Quek, Fang & Belle! (: There was alot of awesome stuffs! Jane Ho ah, spent the most. HAHAHAH. Me got meself a beanie and some bangles, since the beanie my sister has is abit small luh huh. >:/ Quek got her bandage skirt, &twas funny when we ran from the bus stop to the escalator opposite Far East. "Omg my skirt!" HAHAHAHAH.

&&WHADDDYA KNOW, me, Quek & Jane witnessed aunties at the arcade, spending big bucks & time at this particular machine. I must say, one must have the patience (& money) to play that.

Rushed to SP, quite just in time for Titan's last game. Owells all I can say is, cheer up okays dear Titanettes!

P/s. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKK! OMG. Thank goodness I didn't start hyperventilating right there and then. Honestly, twas quite hard to breathe. Oboy, So hot, it almost hurt. ): BUT BUT BUT, TSK, HOWWWW! )))))))))): Sighsssss. &I didn't really get to ____ at ___. Sians. Too far, dunnno got notice not even. Super ssssianssss.

Kkkkkay luh bye.

"Is it worth it?"

2009-04-10T13:44:00.005+08:00

I'm not sure if I like where this is going, where we might be heading for I think, it's a tad too soon. Well maybe not too soon, for three years is indeed a long run aye? Hohohh. But for now, I'd like to keep my options open, still. For that that someone maybe. HAHAHAHHA!

&&&&TOMORROW! (: Daphne has promised to message me if... HAHAHAHAH. Well between me & you luh huh! (: Crosses fingers! &ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR GAMES TOMORROW TEE-TAH-NEHS! HAHAHA! Some of us Devlins might come down, to cheer you guys on! WHOOOOH! &MAKE SURE YOU COME DOWN ON SUNDAY FOR OUR GAME HOR! HOR HOR! HAHAHAAHAH.

GO TEAM NP! (:

Weekends!

2009-04-08T19:47:00.006+08:00

Check this out: The real deal, real polaroids! :D

Devlin Rangers & Titans! <3

P/s, I hate it when they call us Deh-ve-lins. Infact, all of us Devlins hate it. Tsk. It's DEVLINS, for god's sake. Dev-lins. Devlins. Tsk tsk. Haiyah. Match for Sunday's been pushed up to Saturday. Originally me and Quek wanted to go to the flea market near Mt Sophia at 2pm but since the match on Saturday is rescheduled to 11am, we've got no choice but to go after the match. I'm pretty excited for Saturday and Sunday for three reasons!

1) Crucial match!!!!! Fingers crossed huh!
2) Flea Market! (:
3) *AHEM!* HAHAHAHHH!! Owells. Only me & Hel & Taufiq knows about it, I guess. Well, (: heeeeeeee!

&&&&&I WANT TO MEET SIEW SHU HUI! Since yesterday your phone dieeed and me & Quek couldn't contact you = NO MEETING YOUUUU!

>:((((((((((((((((((

Hurry meet me luh okay, I've got lots of stories to tell you too! Hahahah love you miss you, xoxo! (:

Alrights me hopes this weekend will be a goood one for us Devlins! ((((: Hopefully we'll get second! But a third is good too I guess. (: Fingers & toes crossed tightly!! (: ALLLL THE BEST! Like what Fang Hui said, Let's Rolll! HAHAHAHH!

Chowwwww! (:

Release

2009-04-07T07:53:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY, SUNDAY AND NEXT NEXT WEDNESDAY! PRETTY DARRRRRN EXCITED! (:

Since the moment I spotted you

walking round with little wings on my shoes

My stomach's filled with the butterflies... and it's alright

Bouncing round from cloud to cloud

I got the feeling like I'm never gonna come down

If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

Canoe polo, yknow?

2009-04-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

"....Ya but Lady Gaga did a nose job right!" -Quek

"HUH?! SHE DID A NOSE JOB?!" *shows blowjob action at her nose* -Cara

WALAO. DAFT-EST TEAMMATE. HAHAHAH.

Quek and me witnessed a funny situation between Malcolm and this SP guy whose name is Arif, i think. Hahhah! We've never seen anything like that, throughout our canoe polo life. Owells, there's a first for everything aye!

&&&&&OOH OOOOH I SAW HIM TODAY! HOHOHH! HAPPY DANCE IN MY HEART! HAHAHAHAHA! ^^v!

I can feel a sorethroat creeping up. Ugh. &There are about 4 messages which I've yet to reply. Shit. I keep forgetting. Hahahahahah.

Hear me, hear me.

2009-04-04T01:58:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Interesting.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Got this off Sara's blog. :)

Robots!

2009-04-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

MAJOR THANKS TO AZZRUL FOR THE PICTURE IN MY BLOG! (: Even though Fana gave me the same link, I used his for he claimed he had a hard time finding the link. HAHAHAHAHH!

BSF. says:
HAHAHA SMAAART
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- azzrul says:
it took me a hard time to find the link you know
better use the one i
take for you.
BSF. says:
hahahahahahha its the sameee my friend!
HAHAHAH
aww so nice! (((:
- azzrul says:
hahaha. no no,
must still click on mine if you wanna use it. coz i sweat alot trying to find
the link.
hahaha. kiddings2.
BSF. says:
HAHAHAHAH! okay
okay i use yours!
- azzrul says:
awwwhhh...
tell me something i dont
know next time
BSF. says:
hahahahahah!
okay, used!
see even
though its the same picture, but i used your link
HAHAHAHA
- azzrul
says:
hahaha. awhhh, im soo touched! hehe. actually, if you noticed right,
the picture under my link looks more nicer.
right right?
BSF. says:
HAHAHAHA WTH!!
ITS LOOOKS THE SAME LA!
HAHAHAHHA!!

HAHAHAHAH AZZRUL IS A FUNNY FELLOW.

Batatatatatatattttaaa.

2009-04-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

A) Last night's super late call = unexpected + funny + "nervous" = niceeeee. (:
B) New specs = Ability to check out hot people wo having to remove specs w the fear of them seeing you w that old, senget pair of specs + no more unknown hellos from atleast 2metres away = no more being labelled "potek"! :D
C) Reboot laptop( AGAIN, ): ) = loss of stuffz inside + chatlogs w A! = ))))))))))))))): & ))))))))))))))': !

The last point got me super upset to the max! ): But then, there might be hope that the person can recover every single thing before I reboot my laptop! I'm counting on you, "the person." HAHAHH.

So results are in! Sheila got posted at Ngee Ann (YAY!) but my supergirl got NYP! How come like that! ): Sighs. Wouldn't it be nice if you got NP too? Then can see me everyday until you muak like that. AWESOME! HAHAHAH! Naw, I doubt so you'd get muak, cause you love me so! Hohohh! (:

BIG DAY TOMORROW. PRAYING SUPER DE-DUPER HARD THAT ALL GOES WELL, ACCORDING AS TO WHAT WE WANT! JIA YOU DEVLINS! <333

Oooh. Someone looking shmokin' hawt today. HAHAHAH.
Chow!

Go shorty, it's your birthday!

2009-04-02T19:53:00.008+08:00

Hello! Am going over to Trey's later! His birthday! And the following day's is Zul's! Hohohoh. His house area really scary leh. Last I went, Syahmi gave me a pretty good scare about the "swings and trees" and I ended up crying and scared Trey a little bit. HAHAHAHAHHA.

I hope Zul will get drunk again and then we shall have another round of "Interview With Silat Boy" HAHAHAHAH. &&&I bet alll my dollars and blings that they will push me & R together, somehow.

-________________-"

~~Oh boy.~~

Shu Hui, Hel & Kae, Supreme & Syamira! Miss ya'lll. When will we ever get to meet! ):

And and (double-yew-tee-aych) is wrong with playlist.com?! Most of the songs that I wanted isn't available! TSK. >:[ Though methinks me player sounds a tad more cheerful now, hohohh! (: Hence I decided that 'tis ain't the season for sad songs and forlorn anymore!

STUPID STUPID STUPID. HOLY CRAP.

One week later.

2009-03-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

Training was a-okay. We ran track, with the sprint guys running ahead first and we can only stop when they catch up to us. We managed 5 or 6 rounds before they caught up with us. Hohoh.

And oh! I discovered a potential talent in me today. I can be a phone actress! HAHAHAHAHH! We were like, so pranking Corinne and Fang Hui, telling them that Cara met with an accident on the way to training from First Aid Course. Hahahahah. Don't wanna go into the details, but twas a helluva funny experience.

"*(in chinese)Corinne ah, you wanna come visit me not?" -> Cara Zhang, (when she was supposed to "be in A&E!")

"Cannot call Maybelle. Must call somebody stupid one!" -Shun

*Shun Li's phone ringing, "Hello? Why you call me!" -Shun

"Must call someone stupid what!" -Quek

HAHAHAHAHH THAT WAS CLASSSSIC.

'Tis the season for sad songs and forlorn. I miss a certain A. ):

&&&&I miss blogging in Wordpress! I shall switch over there one day.

&&&&&I misss my phone tooo. ):

Chow.

Hot.

2009-03-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. Hot.

Ahhhh. Am sick. Down w the fluuu. ): Training just now was quite fun, GO TEAM BIMBO! HAHAHAHH!

- azzrul says:
haha. i really typed in 'alog whatever march' and they show me oasis music video.
hahaha
BSF. says:
WHAT THE FUCK!
HAHAHAH!!
TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE MARCH LA! HAHAHAH!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Bye!

AH!

2009-03-25T02:54:00.002+08:00

Okay, a milli a milli a milllli-on thanks to you, Azzrul! This is awesomeawesomeawesome! (: I've got this date marked down in my calendar. Hahahah! See! I've got taste right? Yeah! Alright
I'll seee you tomorrow! Maybe, ahemyknowwhoahemcoughs might be there?

HAHAHAH! Nights lah. (:
Power! Oooh. The gummies that Dave bought for me sedap man. Must ask him where he bought em. And to buy more. Hahahahah okay byeee!

Wassup wasssup!

2009-03-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

Sports Camp was da bombz! Already, I'm missing 02-02. Already, I'm missing our special helpers cheer. Already, I miss waking up to food that's already been prepared! HAHAHAH. &OH. Already, I'm missing swimming in the pool after lunch(es). Hahahah.

Right now, Azzrul is making me this (almost) irresistable offer! Damn. How siahhhhhhhh. I think, I have the willpower to resist. I think.

I think I can. I know I can.
Carpe Diem! :D

But I must say, Azzrul is damnn...... (H)elpful? Hahahahahahahahahahh!

I've got a tummyache tonight and it just won't go away-ay-ay-ayyyyyy. :(

bloody phuck?

2009-03-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

I can't upload any pictures! Seems like Macbook is quite sucky. Tsk?

Where is my H! And Pris's Z! And Zixin's J! Someone bring Sports Camp and our eyecandies back, pleaseeeeeeeee. :(

I neeed a phone.

You spin my head right round, right round.

How now brown cow?

2009-03-20T15:21:00.003+08:00

Upside: I PASSED EVERYTHING!!! :D (Yes, even the dreaded, highest-number-of-failure module, MPI! )

Flipside: I LOST MY PHONE. That phone, has very important stuffs in it. Like, the last few messages from Malik. :((((((((((((((((((((( &Now, it's gone forever. Foreverrrrr. Sighs. Part of me put off cutting off the line cause I still see some hope in finding it since it's still ringing. But friends have been saying that the whoever found the phone might be using it. Sighs. This is like what, my 5th time I think, losing a phone. Or is it 6th? Whatever. I don't even know what I'm going to tell my parents. One thing's for sure, I won't come out of ze house alive.

Somebody tell me what to do? :( Anyways, those of you who have my number, help me call my phone? And if by any luck, anyone picks it up, pleaseeeeeeeeee, tell me!

#1 fan.

2009-03-17T12:24:00.002+08:00

16 MARCH 2006!

2009-03-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

We went to get hair extensions! :D After training I dyed JQ's hair for her in the school's toilet cause apparently Mom doesn't like people coming over w the house being messy. -_______-"
Was in the toilet for about 2hours? Hahahahahah. The hair dying issue was kinda fun, w me being the most unglammest hair dyer and JQ being so kanchiong queeen. Hahahah! Afterwards we headed to town to get extensions baby! JQ got really blonde ones and I got some dark blonde and maroon ones? Hahah mine's not as obvious as JQ's. JQ's ones turned out real nice! (:

Always falling for the easy.

2009-03-16T02:00:00.003+08:00

"Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?"
"Yeah. Um... I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. You can Google it."

I had a great laugh when Edward/ Robert said this. Hahahahahahh!

I want to see snow.
I want,
I want,
I want.
I want?
:((((((((((((

The more I read Stephanie Meyer's books, the more I believe that this world is infested w vampires. Damned. I keep looking over my shoulder whenever I go home after dark. Kept thinking, "Not me, not me, owells if it has to be me then let you be a hot vampire who might fall in love w me as Edward did Bella." hoping that the vampire might be a mind-reading one, just like Ed and that he'll get the hint. HA HA HA. I am full of nonsense, I should say.

Sleeep now. Training 10AM tomorrow. Chaozzzzzzzzz. I hope I meet that cute guy who wanted me to drop at Pioneer MRT instead of Boon Lay MRT in my dreams yesterday, later tonight! :D

SAY WHAT?

2009-03-15T23:50:00.006+08:00

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I'm sorry Shasha, Taufiq. :(

It's sad, so sad,
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad,
Why can't we talk it over.
Oh it seems to me,
Sorry seems to be... , the hardest word.

Kryptonite.

2009-03-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

I am such a klutz. First of all, I tripped on an escalator going upwards as I was in a hurry. If that wasn't bad enough, the edges of the escalator's step scratched my knee. Sakit bodoh.

Then, I had to accidentally bumped into a hee-uge board and kicked it, like I had big Ronald Macdonald's feet or something.

Then, I knocked into a chair in Banquet. All this occuring, within an hour. WAH LAO!

But eh ehhhh, as what I told Hel, this must mean that my Edward is close, somewhere out there. Only thing is, he's doing a pretttty bad job at keeping me safe. HAHAHAHAH!

Sighs. Well atleast I saw a cute guy today. HOHOHH! (:

New Eclipse Moon

2009-03-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

I'm done w New Moon yesterday! 3 days to finish it, and I sorta regretted it. Cause, brother's not done w Eclipse.

Oh crrrrrrrrrrrapp.

But then again, I sorta "stole" Eclipse when he didn't bring it to school this morning. Well, it wasn't exactly stealing. He told me I could read it when he's not reading it, but I cannot bring it out of the house. So considering I brought it out of the house today, it = to stealing? Yes, no? Hahahahah. I hope to finish it soon. Partly cause, it's taking up my shuteye hours. Every night for the past few nights, I've been fighting heavy lids and trying not to succumb to dreams just so I could read the book up till to about 3 or 4 AM. Addictive? Apparently it is. Owellls, am halfway through the book already, wheeeeeeee! :D

So laters I am going to bring dear bestfriend to the amazing ice cream place and then we're gonna catch Kae's performance. YAY! :D

I've missed you two long enufffff. :(

Seeeeeya!

Actually, nothing.

2009-03-11T15:13:00.004+08:00

At about from 1plus to 4 in the AM, I had no idea where my phone was. Partly because I was engrossed in New Moon. For the other part, well, if you have New Moon in your clutches, nothing else pretty much matters. Hahahah. 1/4 through the book already, I hope my brother will be done w Eclipse before I am done w New Moon. Fingers tightly crossed! :)

Okay shit, shall get ready for training now! Seee chewws!

Jolly? Jolly Good Show!

2009-03-11T01:25:00.007+08:00

Tuesday! :)

4 HOURS OF POOLSLOT TODAY!
CHUI TO THE MAX!
(p/s, chui means, super super tired! hahah!).
&I got a lift home from Jesper! :D Rightttt to my dooorstep, teeheee.
Shank you berry much! :D

Am done w reading Twilight! :) Yeayeaaah, I slow. But I didn't wanna read it sooner for I was afraid that I might ignore studying for exams and just read read read my grades away. Hahahah. So yeah, New Moon now! Wahseh. The font size super big? Like, if the Twilight Saga hadn't swept Singapore in a storm, I'd think it was your typical bedtime stories to be read to kids. Hurrrrrr. I don't really like reading thick books w big fonts. Like, WHAT'S THE BIG IDEA? And the world is harping us on evironmental issues. Hurrrrrrrrrrr. Save paper please. But nonetheless, I bet New Moon will be just as great! :)

& Whaddyaknow, the more pages I flip through, the closer I feel to Edward. HAHAHAHAHAHAHH. Really! It's like, I'm reading me in the book. Hahahah!

Eh serioussssss la? Tsk?

Wednesday tomorrow! Land training. Horror 300 Push Ups coming back. Sighs. But oooh! Will be helping Quek w her make up tomorrow! She gonna be hitting ze clubs! Two fingers up when you booogeh wooogeh honey! :D Shall join her pretty sooon! I hope. Haha. Two fingers crossed for clubs that has free entry AND free drinks, mocktails to be precised! :D Cause, I don't drink. As simple as that. And I'm proud that unlike other (coughsmalaycoughsahem) girls, I've steeered clear off alcoholic drinks. Yay me! :)

Fyi, I am super sad that I didn't get to meet Utt tonight. :( Oweelllllllllls. Some things are not meant to be. Yet.

HAHA.

Lights off! :)

Alammak!

2009-03-09T20:35:00.009+08:00

Helloooooo! <:D Today was quite... wasted actually. Training was okay, campus run, 3sets of super abs & 3 sets of killer weights! And what we meant by killer weights is: 12 reps biceps, 12 reps shoulder, front, 12 reps forearm (?), 12 reps up & down (?). 12 reps squats. Alll this continuously done, total weight of the weights was 10kg. FAINTS FAINTS. But we managed to pull through, you and I, JQuek! :D As for the later part of the day, uhhhhh. No matter, shan't elaborate. :) Buuttttt ooooh! I tasted my first mocktail today! Presenting Cafe Del Mar's Virgin Mojito!

mock⋅tail

[mok-teyl] Show IPA

–noun

a nonalcoholic cocktail.

Dictionary.com Unabridged
Based on the Random House Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2009.

I must say, the drink tasted refreshing and zesty? But nice! I shall have one w my hustler one day! HAHAHAHAH!

Okay so I was telling Hisham about a little experience I had last night/morning. It made Hisham thought that I was a selenger bacin. Like, >:(! HAHA okay so here goes:

So last night/morning, I was awaken from my sleep by my sister coming into the room. I have this habit of searching for my phone whenever I wake up from a nap or sleep. So whaddyathink, I started searching for it. Then I couldn't find it! >:( I thought it had fallen off the bed as it sometimes did so I begin searching for it using light source that seems to be from something I was clutching in my hand. I shone everywhere around my bed, still not fruitful. Panic attack #1. Got up, on the light. Searched again. Still nothing. Panic attack #2. Breathe in, breathe out. Off the lights. Tried calling my phone. Engaged. Panic attack #2 rising rapidly. Called one, two, three four times, each time engaged. I looked in between the space between my bed and the wall, scared that it might be stuck. I was afraid that my keypad wasn't locked and that I was calling somebody, my outgoing minutes was running dry. Panic attack #3 washed upon me AND THEN IT HIT ME:

MY GODDAMNNN PHONE WAS IN MY HANDS THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME. #$&^#@*?!?!
>:( x10000000000000!

I can't tell you how annoyed I got w myself, I fell asleep again, w a frown on my face. I'll give you three guesses as to why my phone was engaged when I tried calling it a few times as mentioned above. Bah!

I really should quit misplacing my phone IN MY OWN HOUSE. -.-" i spend a good 1/3 of my time spent at home searching for my lost phone. Usually it'd be in the kitchen,in the living room, my room, dining table, wherever else. But still I'll take a good 5 minutes to hunt for it. Double the time or triple the normal time, if it is on silent.

I really think that there is something wrong w me.

And just now, en route to the grand stand, I failed to recognise three people! Grace, Leon and Hisham. It was until Grace commented on how tired I looked that I realised she was there. Even so, I was still in a daze. And when Hisham brushed me by, I was oblivious to him until he was about like, 10cm away from my face? But by then he was already passing me by. Hahahahah.

I really neeeeda gettta grripppa ona myselfffa uh huh. Okay bye! <:D

Red, green and why not yellow but purple?

2009-03-09T02:58:00.004+08:00

Damnit.
Bestfriend thinks the music player was nice cause it was in red. I opposed him, tried to change it to green/ purple. I hate to say this but, the music player in green or purple doesn't goes w the yellow background as well as I thought it would.

Damnit #2.
I hate to say you're right. But then, I don't my ego take over me eat me up from inside so, you're right.

Hahahahahahahahahah. S'alll goooda. Love ya multi times xxxxooooo.

Really(s)

2009-03-09T02:48:00.002+08:00

I really really really wanna watch My Bloody Valentine.
I really really really wanna meet Robert P. all of a sudden.
I really really really wanna take 10 multi shots again and again.
I really really really do love robots to bit. Cinta robots!

I really really do realised what a hassle it is to type my blog's name.
Ha haw.

North Country

2009-03-09T01:00:00.006+08:00

Cinta Atiqah. says:
*hahahaha
*i watch sad movie then i sad seh
*hahah
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
*eeediot!
*isit right if u feel happy after watchin a sad movie?
Cinta Atiqah. says:
*hahahahahahahaha

I <3 style="font-style: italic;">fuh. You could see how much the boy loathed his mom, disbelieving her and then, w just a few sentences, a man changed his mind and brought him running back to his mother. Too bad the movie doesn't just circulates around the boy and his mother. The main point was about women being taken advantaged at this mine and how she remained tough in her decision to take a stand for herself and other women no matter what. I know they don't sound like they belonged to the same movie, but trust me, go watch. (:

I think it took me whatever strength I had to not cry a bucket full of tears. It might be just me, but someone to watch the movie and not to be moved or feel sad just a teeny ounce, that someone, I betcha 5 dollaaas, is not human. Or has lost it's human touch. Haha. Well.

Ehhhh. Okay. I don't really know what to talk. Ehhhhhhh. Dotz.

Nights then.

Even stars can fall

2009-03-07T04:00:00.001+08:00

§uP㎟Rfræk█̕zº™; i'm a bebeh la seyh! says:
*ever heard?
*DIE DIE MUST TRY?
*hahaha
*i trrying that phrase now
Imma Robot! says:
*HAHAHAH ever heard, EVEN EFFORTS DONT WORK?
*hahahahahhahah

Ironic, how I found that funny. Hahah owellsssssss, I can only chuckle.

Keeeemo.

2009-03-07T02:51:00.003+08:00

Few days back, this someone just added me. Normally, I'd get pissed if the person added me, yet, he didn't know where he/she got my email from. Well since twas a normal day, I got pissed. Hahahahahahahah. But then, after a few chats and so, he seemed like a nice guy. (Well aren't they all at first, girls? HAHA!). Ah, he was nice to wait till I get back. Since I am forever brb-ing. Either that, I'm busy. Or away. Hahah. Anyway the thing was that, he's nice about it. Even wanted to wait till I sleep then only he'll go to sleep. Sweet. :) Haha. Thank youuuu, for being nice and sweet aye! "Chillll bebeh", I know you'll like that. And and and! The fact that he thinks I'm cute is power. Shows that his senses are working. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Nice knowing you, Hakeem! :D

You act like I just got up in it.

2009-03-07T01:41:00.003+08:00

Thanks Zi Xin, Shu Hui and Shafrin, and prolly Nick too. :) HA HA!

I think, I've finally thought it thru.
Ta.

Still, what's the fucking point?

2009-03-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Laugh like us

2009-03-02T13:50:00.006+08:00

Question: If we had eyes w the ability to see molecules, would we be able to see through everything? Through lies and fake fronts? And even if we could, would we like what we see? Even if it's the whole truth, and nothing, but the truth?

Hidayat just about came home, bringing along this friend of his, Rupesh. Hot? Check. Cute? Check. Hair? Check. GORGEOUS EYES? DOUBLE CHECK. Age? 10. NOT CHECK NOT CHECK NOT CHECK NOT CHECK NOT CHECK.

HAHAHAHAHA! But, he has an older brother aged 20+! Or so he says. Kening naik2. Hahahahahahahahah.

And Muzz thinks I should go for this someone whom she doesn't know was actually my ex-boyfriend. Hahahahahahahahah me and that someone were like laughing, thinking of the days when we were together. Machiam blind date, but not really. But we cool. Other couples should be like us. HAHAH! Yeah baby we own them! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Friends-O-Meter

2009-03-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Friends.

I wanna be there for each and every single one of you.
If only, time permits.
"Make time then"

The question is, how.
:(

Too bad to believe it
If you know what I mean
Got me spinning around
With my feet off the ground

we sticky like chewwwing gum!

2009-03-01T21:20:00.005+08:00

I had a nice Saturday w friends! Especially w Hel and Kae around, my sugarbabies! :D This time twas raining so we had to sit inside Esplanade. Too bad Qurra couldn't come! Hurrumph. Nevertheless, I still had fun! :D

&Now, am super chui ttm (to the max). Hello to waking up to morning w aches, gooodbye glorious, o glorious wake-ups! If that makes any sense. Hahahahah. And now my left palm's painful. BLISSters. Okay, pun intended. Hawhaw. Can't even stretch my hand!

>:(

This is why they're hot!

2009-02-26T01:51:00.005+08:00

They are the reason as to why, 25 February 2009 might not suck to the core anymore. Hahaha I love you bebeehhhhs! No, you don't have to understand what the picture is about, you nimbwits. It's an inside joke anyways. But it's the laughters that are shared within this one conversation. Teasings, crappings, we all know it's just for the fun of it. (Like, potong kepale, kuntutr, sawan x10000000 and sui1! HAHAHA!!) Though virtually, they warmed my heart and I know, the three of us are laughing and having a good time. I love and miss you two! Maaaaaaany many many!

GOOOODA NIGHT! I miss you too la. Tsk. Hahahah.

hallelujah! not.

2009-02-25T23:45:00.005+08:00

Nothing feels right. Like even when I think one part of my life is going okay, something goes wrong and ruins alll my happy thoughts. Like kanina. Like fuck. Like kanasai. Like cheebye. Like chikuneh. Like chitot.

They say bad things come in threees. Well hurrrah, I can vouch for that. And right now, my phone just jammed itself wo any warning or whatsoever. WHAT THE FUCK. I really feel like crying now. Heart so heavy, must cry out the contents. No, wasn't meant as a joke. I think I carry a major sign on my forehead saying,

Sighs super sad la super sad la. What's the term for this kind of situation again? Oh, yes, "Don't be so pessimistic la Atiqah!" Eh no.

Realistic.

ze cool factor

2009-02-25T18:50:00.003+08:00

BSF. said:
*HAHAHA
*adoih
*i think i lose 987365kgs first ah!
*HAHAHA
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY said:
*wahahah
*if u lose 987365kg...
*how much will u be left with?!!!
*HAHAHA
BSF. said:
*hahahahaha
*uhh, -987365kg!
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
*eeediot!!!
BSF. says:
*asal!
*hahahahahahaahahah
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
*how u weigh with a negative!!!
*eeediot!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahah. As always, I'm cool like that. :D

A tomatoe is not a vegetable.

2009-02-25T16:53:00.004+08:00

"Haha, so cool! Here also! Haha. Look at th rain and see me waving at you w every drop that drops! Haha. You online eh?"

Hahahahah somehow, the "see me waving at you w every drop that drops!" part was sweet. And touching. And sweeet. And touching. Hahah you gedd the idea la.

On a different note, I don't feel(?) you as much as before now. Hah. Sad ah. What to do. Must keep feet firmly on the ground. Hahahahahah. Owells. Time will telll. :)

eye meeeem ded.

2009-02-25T14:22:00.002+08:00

Must. Get. Feet. To. Stick. Firmly. On. Ground.

Sighs, It's always the same thing. Hahah. Owells.

MPI YOU DIE DIE DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-02-23T19:58:00.004+08:00

MPI how seh? I mean, I know what to do and all, but when it comes to writing it in C language, I might as well just bite my nails(HEHHEH) or bang my head on the table.

void atiqahscore(void)
{
unsigned char c;
for(c=0;c>50;c++);
{
lcdPutStr("HURRAY, YOU PASSED MPI! REJOICE!");
}
else
{
lcdPutStr("Go bang head on wall.");
}
}

Wah seh! I just did this, BY MYSELF! And I think, I think, it's correct! Hohoh, this basically means, if i score above 50 marks for my final exams, "HURRAY, YOU PASSED MPI! REJOICE!" will be seen on the lcd screen. But if i get lower than 50 marks, I'll see this instead,

"Go bang head on wall."

for a minute,

2009-02-23T01:06:00.004+08:00

Eeeew. Last night, I dreamt about eeeew (you). HAHA.

Yesterday, I was stressing about today I could hardly sleep. But now that today's stressing's done, I'm stressing about tomorrow's! Why? EXAMMMMMMMMS! Whines wails whines waaaiiiillllllllls! So not ready. Ho' boy. I hope I had enough practice. It's already bad enough that I misplaced one practice exam paper. Tsk.

Leadscrews, ballscrews, aahhhhhhh, screwwww you, exams! :(

Aisehmen.

LM

2009-02-21T02:00:00.003+08:00

That voice, that voice which sings me to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Melts faints melt faints melts faints bangs head on pillow.

no comments

2009-02-21T01:20:00.003+08:00

Methinks ze fats/calories burnt off from walking alll the way home from Jurong Point is accumulated back from that 1/3 bar of Boost. ONE THIRD ONLY LEH.

Sighs. How, like this? Whines whines whinessssssssssssssss.

I (insert word) you.

errrr.

2009-02-20T14:41:00.002+08:00

It's not a bird, it's not a plane. It's my heart and it's going gone away.

Ode to Hel

2009-02-19T01:40:00.009+08:00

{CLICK FOR BETTER VIEW}

There you go fellow readers, a lil something from my dearest bestfriend, Hel! HAHAHAHA basket tol. So much for boys, they don't flirt, they just give in. *ROLLLS EYESSS BIG TIME. Well if this makes you happy then I'm happy baby. Make into a table for you somemore yknow. Hahaha, but wachiout. Me and Kae will repay you BIG TIME. Muahahah!

Ta!

You being online at this hour was a very nice surprise, HAHA! Yalah I'll be here chatting w you. {: Ahhh well, you'll be the prince and I'll be the princess~ {:

For all the good things in the world! {:

2009-02-18T22:27:00.008+08:00

Threee things made me super happy today! :D (in seeequence! :D)

NUMBER 1!
AHH! Okay. AHHHHHH! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Shit la. Must maintain cool ah. Hahaha. But then again, AHHHHH! :D

NUMBER 2!
Me met me one year honey a.k.a. Tortle Nenek today! That woman, mati mati (means die die) wear my beanie like a serkup (malay headband? HAA). Cool ah like that. I refused to walk beside her. Hahahaha ohhhh fun time reading a particular JL's blog and laughing at the contents! HOHOHO. And we both jiwe like that, wore black tops and jean skirts. Haha! Psychic baby! :D THEN, WE DID THE COOLEST, MOST AWESOME THING EVER, WHICH IS ACTUALLY NUMBER 3!

NUMBER 3!
TA-DAH! We went to print peeeektures! We got pictures! We got pictures! *dances like Jonny (HAHA inside joke). Oh fyi, Jonny's pretty cute tooo. Especially when he tried to usher us in back w a mock angry face and a "GO IN! GO IN! GO BACK TO YOUR ROOOM!!" ?!! Major cuteness, believe us, morever w that jiggleh-wobbleh dance he did at the back ALONE. HAHAHA. Okay back The Best Thing Number 3, we got ourselves new wallet pictures! HOHO. Sorry (insert name), you've been replaced. Hahahahah. Printed two wallet size, one w Utt, the other w Utt and Efa, and one 4R of the one w me and Utt! WHOOO! We wanted to print huge poster sized ones actually. And we're really talking huge. Like those long wall paintings found a Long John Silver's kind of huge. HAHAHAHA.

Okay tell me what doesn't get better than these three! :D
Me is happy girl, yay.

{:

2009-02-18T15:58:00.001+08:00

kau membuat ku, membuat ku lemas melihatmu.

{:

SHASHARINA BTE ABDUL RAHIM! <3333s

2009-02-16T23:32:00.013+08:00

It's funny how almost alll our pictures are in portrait. {:

THE BIG ONE YEAR BABY! HAHAHAHAHAHA one year back, in Gloria Jean's Cafe, you were supposed to do your homework before we headed down to your brother's soccer game. And you so badly wanted to know who my secret soccer friend was. HA HA. Plus those kids we made friends w, how they always chose me over you then you merajuk, hahahahahahahaha. Memories, built over the years, more yet to come to add to it! HAHA. Misunderstandings put aside, i still love you big time long time everytime! Haha. But ultimately, I'd like to thank Syah Ridzuan, for wo him, I wouldn't have known you! So, SSSHANK YOU! HAHAHAHAHA.

Wednesday, Wednesday, we're reliving that one-year-back-date on Wednesday! See you seee us at Vivo's Gloria Jean's cafe okay? HAHA. We chope that cushioned seat nearest to the exit already! >:(

Even though we're three years apart and are sometimes of different wavelengths, communication was never really a problem for us. Yeah we had our arguements but at the end of ze day, I still love you la kenyet. :D HAHA!

Okay, may Wednesday be a joyful day for us! One whole post dedicated to you baby! Loves you nonggggggggggg time!

XOXO, <3ssss.
Atiqah! {:

Of dumplings and belt buckles.

2009-02-16T16:50:00.006+08:00

Me, Faridah and Syed in a MSN conference chat just now.

Syed trying to draw me, bulat bulat.

Added other elements that a woman should have. The "mole" was accidental, might I add. Hahah.

Fffugliest of the three. HAHAHAHAHA.

GOT MY REVENGE, HAHAHA! Big body, ultra small (hairy) head! Hairy nipples for you Sir? Extra buckle to keep those fats tucked in nice and warm. Hahahahahahahahah.

Syed Mohamed; the young & awesome. says:
HAHAAHAHH
Syed Mohamed; the young & awesome. says:
I KNOW YOU LIKE MY BOPLEH. CUTE RIGHT?

(THINKING WHAT ONLY!)

(TA-DAH!)

(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
HAHAHAHA THE NAME IS CUTE
(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
HAHAHAHA
(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
and i saw the tubs!
(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
YOU KNOW MY FRIEND READ THEN HE SHOCKED HAHAHAHA
(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
HE THOUGHT I LIKE YOUR BOPLEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Syed Mohamed; the young & awesome. says:
HAHAHAAAAA
(tu) harlequinn pecanoiest. says:
hahahahah funny siots

Still don't geddit? We were talking about his pet named Bopleh in Pet Society, Stupid! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Still no clue? Get facebook, get a life. Hahahahahahahahaha.

What's for breakfast?

2009-02-16T10:24:00.005+08:00

Mega Sausage McGriddles has gotsta be the most messiest thing to eat, ever! Like really, I had a hard time eating it and in the end, had to separate the pancakes from the sausages and egg. HAHA! Tried to surf the net while waiting for my parents to pick me up and this was what I got when I opened the browser to connect:

Anomalous Behavior Detected -- Request Blocked

Your computer was automatically blacklisted (blocked) by the network due to an abnormal amount of activity originating from your connection. It is possible that your computer is infected with a worm and/or virus. Please contact your network administrator for assistance or more information.

?! Oooooooookay.

Zac: What's my name?
Me: *thinks for a moment. Uhhh, ZAC!
Louise: What's her name?
Zac: *points to me. No, wait, her name's Sarah.
All: Hahahahahahaha!

Cause, there was once when I thought his name Nick. Hahah! Some story as to why. Even though for one wholeeee semester I was in the same class w him, I was still unsure w his name. Pro or what. Hahahahahahaha. Today! Am gonna:

1) Finish up that one last report, no more procrastinating!
2) Atleast get 2 chapters of MAMS/MPI done. If can do both modules, even power!
3) Try not to divert to other things while I'm doing the above two. TRY.

Ta!

summernights, literally.

2009-02-16T01:38:00.006+08:00

I really wish I could blame you, I know
That it’s no one’s fault. No, No.
Cinderella with no shoe, and
the prince doesn’t know he’s lost.
This emptiness feels so familiar.
Each goodbye is just same old song.
But this time I will not surrender.
‘Cause I’m gone, Ooh, yeah.

Hel is a mucking feanpot! RAHHHR! I really thought he brought that song. Cheeeeses. Feel like boxing him MULTI times. Muaha. Bish x100000000! Nevermind, still love you big time. I feel so hungry now. I swear those blackened chicken nuggets (BIG HA HA) really tasted very very pahit. Ah, bitter. Bleargh. And I'm so deprived of sleep for the last few days. Reasons being: weather so hot lah, aircon problematic lah, phone vibrating every once in a while lah (Thanks Supreme, for that 1:15AM "YUUAAA!" just as I was about to fall asleeep, haha). And I bloooddy woke up in the middle of the night last night to wash my legs (BIG HAHA NUMBER 2). Hurrah. I felt so uncomfortable, even in my own bed. :(

It's 2am now and I can still complain about my eyebags?! Like pro only this Atiqah. Ta-ta!

{:

2009-02-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

HOHO! This made my day today!{:

And tomorrow, one year babygirl! Time flies real quick eh! Lovesssss you THIS MUCH! :D Can't wait for Wednesday!

Love times infinity!

a very very looooooooooooooong post, i should think.

2009-02-13T14:05:00.020+08:00

Helllo! First and foremost, have put this off for quite some time already due to stewpid projs but since now I've got time (5 HOURS TO BE EXACT), let's do this! :D

9thFebruary
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY NOORADHAM! Part time lover, full time friend! :D Hahahahahah omg. You're the big 20 now, which is nothing, actually. Neither an adult nor a teenager. HAHA! Owells, hope you're coping well over there in RP. Study hard, make your mommaaaah proud. :D Thankssss for everything you gave me, won't forget. Still have your combined school jacket leh. Hahahahah don't worry, kept in goood condition!{: Okay loves you (HA-HA) take care now! Remember, it's boy treats girl! :D

10thFebruary
BABYGIRL! 19TH ALREADY! HOHOHO AGE IS CATCHING UP ON YOU BUT NO WORRIES, FINE AGEING LINES AIN'T SHOWING THEMSELVES YET! :P I rememberrrrrrr, back last year, you cheered me up w this funny videos cause you noticed that I was sad on msn. We didn't really talked that much before but hey hey heyyyyy, that night sure broke the ice further! (not that I'm complaining!{:) and TA-DAH! We the sexaye babygs now! Well, sexaye babyg me, yous MSexayeMagic luh kan. HAHA. You saw me through broken hearts and hard times and sssshank you for everything! You've been the one that could turn my frowns. {: I love love loveee you! I thank god for having a friend like you! :D I know this post is like, superrrr late, but I bet you had an awesome birthday! Have an enjoyable last teen year! HEH HEH. <33333333333333333333

Past few days have been so so so hectic. Tossed and turned in bed at night, couldn't sleep proper. Backaches, sideaches, headaches and jumping migraines (HAHA) = sick like that. Sighhhhhhhs. Whas been happ'nin, lets seeeeeeeeeee:

LIVE 'N' LOADED!:
Went to watch Supreme and Fakir (Kay Swisha) performed. ULTRA SUPER DUPER FUN! Thanks bro for the ticket, hahahah. Now we all know Utt looks hot in posters, pictures and all but up close, HE IS GORGEEEEEOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I KID YOU NOT! Both me and Efa were like, oooooooo. Hahahaha! He was almost, yeah almost, really almost only, delicious. HAAAR HAAAAR. AND OMFFFFFG ME AND EFA TOOK A PICTURE W HIM! WHEEEEEEEEE! He was so nice about, even had his arm around me (HAHA YALAH YALAH, PURPOSELY SAY ONE) and I had mine around his too (HAHAH OKAY FINE!) Photos are up in my FB, courtesy of ze lovely Efa but I'll just post the one of me and her and Utt okay? HAHAHAHA! :D

FAMILY(S) OUTING!:
The day three families collided! Hahaha we the kids went riding in ECP in the wee hours of the morning. Supleh fun, just the wind, music and us! Plus we caught Aa drunked woman in her drunken stupor cursing a man loudly. Superrr funny. Haha! AND AND AND I LEARNT TO TO RIDE A BIKE, WOAAAAAAAAAAH. Wanted to watch the sunrise, sacrificed my sleeep, just for the sunrise but in the end, I think I missed it? Even though I was already at the rocks from 6.30am I think? SAD! }}}}}}}}}}}}}}}: and oooooh, you touch my tralalaaaa, my ding ding dong. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

DEVLIN'S CNY STEAMBOAT DINNER! :D
The most fun I've had during that week! Hahahaha, Belle bought me chicken rice cause the steamboat contained pork, thanks Belle! :D Roars of laughters over dinner, yusheng and gambling! Hahahaha, Yusheng was funneh, alll the ridiculous wishings and curses and whats nots, they just came out of everybody's mouth. And we were like yusheng-ing on and on and on tillll we were yusheng-ing the air! HAHA! And gambling was a seriously hilarious affair, darling Shu Hui praying to the gods in hoping to win more money, JQ, Cara and Shu Hui taking out their valubles items (ICs, NETS, EZLINKs, $10/$50 notes, Pictures of other halfs, etc) and pointed them towards the banker, hoping to shower the banker w bad luck. Hahahaha and Shu Hui kept losing! Earlier on she was bragging about how she can fetch everyone home in a taxi, got enough cash to even go to Pasir Ris and back again then in the end she had no money left! HAHAHAH omg now I'm laughing remembering all the events. Hahaha. And walao, stupid bus broke down and me and Fang had to walk 3 bus stopsss. TSK. Owells. A day with Devlins is always one filled w joy and luvvvv. {:

GL Bonding Camp!:
Though twas one day one night only, we had funnn! Especially during the nightwalk at Dairy Farm! Me, Fish and Zixin were like, walking back to our positions which was at the exit of the forest and we were walking and walking and Fish asked if she was walking too fast THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN WE HEARD SOMEONE SAID, "YAH QUITE FAST" OMFFFFFFG WE SCREAMED LIKE AAAHHHHH!?! Then, twas only Syahmi and Zul. -.-" We totally forgot that they were there! Hahah. Okay so we plodded on the rocky terrain AND THEN WE HEARD "JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG" AND OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFG WE SCREAMED EVEN LOUDER! Out of shock and anger cause we totally forgot that Hanif and Jack was there! Hahahaha curses! Damnz. And the next day, SSC Got Talent was da shitz/bomx, however you see it. The GLs had pretty awesome skits and group Candy won the title. Cheers! But the best skit of course had to be the Helpers' skit. Power gedabak man. Hahahahahaha. Thanks Sam for videoing it! HAHA. So can't wait for GL camp! :D

Jiun's BBQ!:

Jiun's going off to Melbourne soooon so a bbq was held! HOHO. Devlins gave her a first aid box w contents that are not for the faint-heearted and a photo frame w notes slitted in between each slots! AWWWWW how sweet can we be huh! {: HAHA. We had an aweeeesome time camwhoring cause we used JQ's and Corinne's camera which has an aweeesome 10 timer multishots! Hot! We took like ummm, more than 6 sets? Hahahaha. and the last set, we used JQ's cam to snap the pictures and Corinne's to take a video of us taking the shots! HAHAHAH so can't wait for the video yo! Then, someone came up w an idea of making a teletubbies video, devlin version! HAHA I wanted to be La-La but Cara took already so no choice, Tinky Winky loh. Hahahahaha. Video's up in FB so take a look if you want. Hahahaha. Devlin Rangers will miss you O Great Jiun! HAHAHA thank you for your guidance and patience! We hopesta seee you sooon! :D

PHEW okaaay told yalll twas gonna be long! True that! Hurraah to those of you who read it from top to bottom for I myself couldn't be bothered to read super long posts. Hahahahahaha.

How sweet is this!

2009-02-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR{:

FFFFFFKNGNNYD

2009-02-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

FUCKING HELLLLL IF YOU DON'T PUT IN AS MUCH EFFORT AS WE DO AND PRODUCE SUCH KIND OF WORK I REALLY AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO LET YOU LEAVE CAUSE HELL, YOU DIDN'T DO MUCH ANYWAYS. BOTH OF US DID THE REPORT CAREFULLY, ENSURE THAT EVERYTHING WAS NICELY PHRASED AND PICTURES APPROPRIATELY ARRANGED AND YOU CAN JUST EFFFFFING COPY AND CHUCK IT HELLL, YOU DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING BOTHERED TO ARRANGE OR RESIZE THE PICTURES, WTF IS THIS? IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING FUSSY, IT'S JUST THAT, IF BOTH OF US PUT IN THE FUCKING EFFORT TO MAKE THE REPORT THE BEST WE COULD, WE DON'T SEE WHY YOU SHOULDN'T DO THE SAME, JUST BECAUSE TEACHER SAID THAT JUST A "SIMPLE"POWERPOINT WOULD BE SUFFICIENT WELL REALITY CHECK:

IT WAS TOO SIMPLE AND IT'S NTH COMPARED TO THE OTHER CLASSES'S POWERPOINT.
BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLCOCK, I AIN'T GONNA LET MY GRADES GET AFFECTED CAUSE OF YOU, EVEN THOUGHT IT'S JUST 5%.

GET THAT?

:D !

2009-02-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

OH YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

REPORTS, POWERPOINTS, ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DONE! NO MORE ANXIETY/PANIC ATTACKS, BLANKLY STARING INTO SPACES (TOOO STRESS), STRESSSS TTM, GETTING ANGRY OVER JOB NOT DONE PROPERLY, WHEEEEEEEEE, NO MORE!!!!! :D :D

But just as I was about to hurrah, I remember, there's MDES final exam tomorrow. Then suddenly my world crash again. Ho ho ho. So much for yay.

Faints instead.

flipside

2009-02-04T10:56:00.003+08:00

When you're fringe is dropping into your face constantly, you keep brushing it off and then turn to your classmate to ask for if they have a hairpin/clip with them. Aaaaand then you remember (being the only girl in class), boys don't carry hairpins/clips with them and you just sheepishly turn back without saying anything and start cursing your fringe instead of the absense of other xx chromosome carriers in your class.

Why oh why.

Tarzan no Jane

2009-02-01T21:32:00.001+08:00

Hair hung loose. Sat crossed-legged. Something was swishing against my legs. Thought twas some insect or ants then kept brushing it off but that damn swishing thingy was still there then i got really freaked out AND THEN I REALISED, twas my hair doing all that swishing.

How dumb am I.

._____________.

HAHAH PICTURES UP SOON LA OKAY BYEBYE!

soft kiss and wine.

2009-01-31T16:51:00.003+08:00

Past few days have been prettty hectic. But tonight, this evening, am gonna forget all my troubles & eat the night away. What with bbq at my Auntie's house in the morning/afternoon & dinner gathering with darling devlins at Maybelle's, SHIIIIIOK AH. HOHO. Fat righttttttt Parker! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. But what makes the gathering at Maybelle's tonight more special is that my darling's gonna be there! SIEW SHU HUI! WHEEEEEEEEEE! MIZZZZ THAT WOOMAN SUPER DEEPS! So can't wait for laterr! Wheeeheeeee! :D

Okaaay bye!

CHEEESE TOFUS ARE SEX I TELL YOU.

A heartbroken's night.

2009-01-26T00:13:00.005+08:00

qurrA. says:
AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!
qurrA. says:
omg
qurrA. says:
u ppl are sooo coool lah kaaannnnn

HAHAHAHAHAH QURRA, ME LOHPS YOU DEEEEEEEEPS. Okay lah, you also join our cool group okay! HAHAHAHA! Tonight was the night for the heartbrokens. But things lightened up abit and I guess, the night's not so bad afterall, when you've got awesome company and great (HOT) topics to talk about. Hohoho. We two the cool originals. Unlike that specific "bute huruf" eh eh eh. You know I know enough already. Hahaha!

And KaeBaby, you are ze only one who has been patient enough to hear my endless praises and such about THE GREAT ONE. How awesome he is, how cute, how blahblahs, how I think he walks on water (NOT). HAHAHAHAHA. But ohwells. I've decided that maybe he's just an eyecandy. I found him more interesting in person than in virtual world anyways, sadly. }: HOHO. But thanks, I knew you can tahan me and my obsessions (AGAIN, NOT). Sayang banget deh! :D

Okay loook! my pet & somebody else's fast asleep. Cute or whattttttttttttttt!

This is like, utter adorablenesss! TO ME LAH OKAY. Look what's on her head!! A tin can! Hahaha! From a beret, I changed it to a tin can simply cause it's rare. And cute. And rare. Hahahahahahahahahaha.

Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

This is what (who) dreams are made of.

2009-01-22T09:14:00.005+08:00

Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin' to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
And I'm searching for the words inside my head

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

If I could say what I wanna say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

(What is)What's wrong with my song?
These words keep slipping away
(I stutter)I stutter (I stumble)I stumble like I've got nothing to say

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

Ladatadata ladatadatadadadatadada dadadadada *2

I guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never Say...

"eh hantu!"
"whaaaaat?!"
"HAHAHAHAHA!"

As what I've told Helbby and Taufiq, you can call me hantu anytime if what I get in return is one of those (killer) smiles/laughs. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. &&&&&&& yesterday's dream was almost perfect. {:

Whudduppppppp.

2009-01-21T11:06:00.008+08:00

Some pictures from last Monday's GL training! Only me, Pris, Fish and Syahmi were present for the junior helpers. Hahaha. Nonetheless, we still had fun. Infact, the funnest GL training ever!{: Me, Pris and Fish had outrageous fun throwing and bursting the water balloons! :D

Mean assholes. Pity em GLs-to-be. Hahahahahaha

Again, meeeeean poks. HAHA.

JUNIOR HELPERS! Fish, Pris, Me, Syahmeeee. :D

LOST COW/CHICKEN, HAHAHAHAHAHA.

1/2 Team Devlins!{:

Okay that's all, teeheeee, bye!

MAJORRRR

2009-01-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

A. says:
oh shit now i got headache!
[MoħÐ. ħişħ@MµÐÐiŋ ™] [WM™] [2305] :D says:
aiyo
[MoħÐ. ħişħ@MµÐÐiŋ ™] [WM™] [2305] :D says:
symptom number one tu
[MoħÐ. ħişħ@MµÐÐiŋ ™] [WM™] [2305] :D says:
nnt lepas ni..cold sweat
A. says:
reallly?!?!??!!?
[MoħÐ. ħişħ@MµÐÐiŋ ™] [WM™] [2305] :D says:
erms...lepas tu..sudden hotness
[MoħÐ. ħişħ@MµÐÐiŋ ™] [WM™] [2305] :D says:
feel restless
A. says:
OH MY GODDD YOU'RE NOT MAKING THIS ANY EASIER!!!!! faints

OH SHIT OH FUCK OH SHIT OH SHIT OH FUCK.

Worrywart.

2009-01-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

A. says:
where you! home?
★Shasha says:
john’s hse.
A. says:
-_-
★Shasha says:
haha !
★Shasha says:
barbie eh .
★Shasha says:
you also at home right!
A. says:
nolah.
A. says:
i’m at ken’s place
★Shasha says:
who the hell is ken !
A. says:
barbie’s ex husband
A. says:
hahahahahahahahaha

** John, is John Vesely. haha, a figment of my imagination.
and I say Barbie as a replacement of Babi. HAHA :p

NURUL ATIQAH BINTE ROZMAN IS TOO KENTAL. :p

Taken from Shasha the Kenyet's blog. Hahahaha. Was trying to be subtle-ly cool luh huh. *wiggless. But still end up being kental. Faints. If you homies are smart, you would know why I chose to be at Ken's place. Hahahahahaha.

Ahhhh. Chicken katsudon with Redbull. Best.

Cheeers.

I think I'm getting hooked on Redbull. Am drinking my third can for the day now! At night! NOT GOOD, I KNOW LUH. I drank like, close to 3 in a day for two days straight and the reason why I didn't drink the full 3 cans allowed per day for the first day it's cause I drank the third can the next morning. Hahaha. But shit, I took one Redbull each just now before running and during the second one, I actually felt uneasy. OH SHIT AM I GOING TO DIE?! Fcuk. I only thought that if you overconsumed Redbull, you will only end up in excessive laughters/highness or something since it's high in sugar content but Kae told me that you can die from that! How was I to know (as according to Hisham) that I'm killing my liver slowly?! FAINTS. Oh fuck. Hisham says I'm not gonna live for long?!?! 'Oly crap. Oh wait. He says I will. False alarm. Hahaha. Okay shit, I will try to rub off Redbull. TRY. O man. Maybe I'm just over-reacting luh huh? Yeah, that's it. Over-reacting only! :D OH FUCK WAIT. DID I DRINK 4 CANS TODAY!??!! DIE DIE DIE SHIT GOTTA GO RECALL NOW SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Weird?

2009-01-18T16:02:00.005+08:00

YAY! {: I ran track this afternoon with them lil rascals. But tsk, instead of running with them as initially planned, I ended up running by myself.

._____________."

Saw Hisham's classmate en route to the stadium! I thought this person look vaguely familiar to me and before I knew it, I was squinting at him. Bad eyesight luh. Haha. Exchanged hellos and you-live-around-here{s}?. Well warm ups with the brothers was a hilarious moment, especially during the push ups. HAHAHAHA. Ran. Alone. Hidayat played with the sprinklers that were on and got himself wet and Taufiq ran to the water cooler every "1" round around the track. "1" round to him meant cutting corners. Waaaaaay big corners. Hahahaha. I don't like running, never did, that's not a hidden fact. But just now felt good, running, that is. As if that isn't strange enough, I think I'm going to run again later in the evening. HA HA.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SUCCESS! I ran a total of 14 rounds today! YAY YAY YAY. Even me is proud of meself! 6 rounds in the afternoon 8 at night. AND OMG, I think I'm beginning to enjoy running. GASSSSSSSSSP.

Lezz lose those shaking fatz babyzzzzzzzz!

Ima Robot!

2009-01-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

SO FUCKING DARK NOW. TSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSK.

And I wish I can cut my shoulders off. I so need a personal massage-er/masseur/whatever you call it. Ooh! Used JQ's Sephora's Chocolate soap just now! Took me almost all the willpower I had in myself to resist from actually eating/slurping the soap. HAHAHA. Smells so fuckingly good. Smells like real chocolate. Bet it tastes like real chocolate too. Hahaha.

Hooo-boy, now Atiqah is: Darker, hunkier, muscular-lier, man-lier. }: So attractive now luh huh Atiqah. So where my hooochi mama{s} at! :D Hahahahahahahahahaha.

There's never a right time to say goodbye.

My boy lollipopp!

2009-01-16T23:02:00.004+08:00

PRETTY PRETTTYY PLEASE HISHAM! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Now me calls you My Boy Lollipop! :D

Yazid Pakai Lampin is on Suria now. Hahahaha, I think it's a real cute and funny tv series. Plus the fact that Ashmi Roslan is hard-grrr-candy cute makes the series much more watch-worthy. Teeeheee. Ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. Hafiz-I-purposely-kick-my-blanket-just-to-pull-it-back-on called. Missed called since I didnt pick up. Wonder what he wants. Hahaha. And I can't wait for next week to come quick! I've got Shasha and Shu Hui on me agenda! :D But pahhh, please drag RTs away. Real far farrrr away. MPI remedial just now was surpisingly refreshing and educational (d-duhh). But I think I've understood some concepts now. Just have to slowly digest and figure what's what and what's not. And I mean sssssss-ss-sslowwwwwwww-ly.

A. says:
alaaalalaaaa cute nyer ader typo, HEHE!
A. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
nur atika. says:
HAHAHAHHHAH
part i typo krng ketawekan
nur atika. says:
part dier typo jek, CUTE
nur atika. says:
hentakS
A. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NOTE TO SELF: THINK OF ATLEAST 100 QNS/TOPICS TO ASK/TALK ABOUT BEFORE STRIKING UP A CONVERSATION WITH HIM TO PREVENT FUTURE WRITER'S BLOCK, PANIC ATTACKS ETC ETC, YOU GEDD THE IDEE-AH.

Oooooooooh now Kae's got me excited talking bout that certain favourite dessert of mine, HA HA! :D

This is why I love dim sums(Siew Mei/Mai)!

2009-01-16T16:17:00.006+08:00

I FEEL LIKE THROWING MY PHONE AGAINST THE WALL NOW, REALLY, SERIOUSLY. BECAUSE OF THIS PHONE, I RECEIVED MESSAGES WAY AFTER THEY'RE DUE. BECAUSE OF THIS PHONE, I CANNOT SEND TEXTS AT CERTAIN TIMES. BECAUSE OF THIS PHONE, I CAN ACTUALLY FEEL MY BLOOD PRESSURE RISING EVEN THOUGH I'VE GOT LOW BLOOD PRESSURE. STUPID STUPID PHONE. I FEEEEEL SOOOOO FUCKING IRRITATED NOW I WANNA JUST THROW THIS PIECE OF METAL AWAY. TSSSSKKKK! }:

And tsssk, idk what happened to the old hit counter. Suddenly the image doesn't appear. Tskkk. Put a new one, hopefully it doesn't fail me as the old one did. Hohoho.

On a different, much happier, lovelier note, I FINALLY MET SHU HUI DARLING FOR LUNCH!! :D After months and weeks and days of non-existence(s), we finally managed to get together along with Jiak-loh-me (JEREMY, HAHA, that's how I pronounced his name!) for lunch at Makan Place. I missed her so much! Seeing her after for so long was goood. :D After lunch we headed over to Ourspace and camwhored, HA-HA.

HA HA, there's still others but just upload these few first luh huh. I've decided to skip retest and go for the remedial instead for I think I'll need alll the help I can get for that particular module (MPI!!!!!) and morever, I didn't fail that module too badly. Missed the passing mark by just a couple of marks. But stilllllll, fail. +.+ Tsk, I've never liked computer programmings & such. Grrrrrrrrr.

AND OH OH OMG, I DREAMT OF OPERATION TWO(previously known as MissionFI'sE, HAHA)!!!!!!!!!! Atiqah happy or whattttttt. Hahahaha bye!

Autumn's amber red shadows dance.

2009-01-15T21:51:00.007+08:00

Haha, I found this cute. And now my heart is in pain. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Cus offfffffffffff.....

SOMETHING LA. Hahaha! Noo, nothing negative. Quite positive infact. But the impact that it caused, fuhhhhh. Believe you me, I found it hard to breathee. *in, out, in out.

FUCK. Not working. How?!?! Now I think I know what it feels like to have a heart attack. Like, seriously. For real. No joke. R E A L L Y.

OH MY FFFFF-TOOOOOT THIS IS THE SOURCE OF MY HEARTPAIN. Damnit. And am supposed to be studying for my retest tomorrow. YOU TELL ME LUH HOW TO CONCENTRATE LIKE THIS! :/ Okay now my throat is throbbing like t-h-r-o-b-b-i-n-g. DIE. Tsk. What kind of effect is this!

Okay before it gets any worse I'll end this post.

OH FUCK OH FUCK WE'RE CHATTING NOW DIE DIE DIE NOW I'LL HAVE TO THINK THOROUGHLY BEFORE I REPLY AND THAT'LL TAKE LIKE 3MINS OR SO JUST TO ENSURE THAT WHATEVER I REPLIED IS SUPER COOL AND MAKES SENSE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Shit, can I like, restart the wholeee conversation again? Shit. Hahahahahaha.

Shakin' it shakin' it bring it high take it low!

2009-01-15T15:53:00.007+08:00

Shasha just called! I mizzzzzezzzz that woman! }: Hopefully, we'll meet up this Monday! :D N's very important okay Sha! Hahahahaha. Yesterday during lecture:

Sir: Shawn, still playing that, what, PLP huh!
Shawn/Whole lecture hall: PLP?! PSP LA SIR! What, Phua Lai Pei ah Sir! (Phua Lai Pei's his name) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hisham & Shafrin couldn't stop laughing. HA HA HA. A good joke that lasted about say, 2 minutes? Hahahaha. Imagine naming a handheld game after your initials. Ah, mine would be NAR then! HAHA. Arrrrr, quite lame actually luh huh. -.-

Okay, me would likez to thankz Midzi for his effort! Effort in operation AHEM! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Gay, no yes? Hahahahah. But really, thanks! Didn't know you would actually try. {: And sorry for bombardddding you with alll those long stories. That's me when I get excited about yknowwhat! Otherwise I'll be as silent as a mute. Hahahahaha, okay, prolly not. But oweellls. OHOH, Suren just popped by.

Suren: MINAH! (BIG TSSSK, DON'T CALL ME MINAH OKAY!) Come play card games lei!
Me: Don't want!
Suren: Come!
Me: Don't want!
Suren: Got attractive prizes to be won!
Me: Like what me ah? Hahahahahahahaha.
Suren: *started coughing and such.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I AMUSE MYSELF AT TIMES.

This is the best thing.

2009-01-14T23:17:00.006+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!

TODAY IS LIKE THE BEST BEST BEST BESTTTTT DAY IN JANUARY! Why best day in January and not best day of the year? Cause I know there be lots more like today in months to come. (HOPEFULLY!! :D)

14/1/2009
11:34:53 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
hahaha

14/1/2009
11:35:07 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
i got something for you

14/1/2009
11:35:19 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
nothing much but i hope it may help in fulfilling that wish of yours. (:

14/1/2009
11:35:24 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
haha okay what!

14/1/2009
11:35:28 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
AMIN!

14/1/2009
11:35:33 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
lol lol lol

14/1/2009
11:35:39 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
eh i mean it btw

14/1/2009
11:35:42 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
AMIN

14/1/2009
11:36:03 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

14/1/2009
11:36:04 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
AWWWW!

14/1/2009
11:36:10 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
alhamdulillah insyaallah!

14/1/2009
11:36:12 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

14/1/2009
11:36:22 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
HAHAHAHAH!

14/1/2009
11:36:25 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
alhamdulillah for what?

14/1/2009
11:36:28 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
u burp uh?

14/1/2009
11:36:28 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
kanchiong queen ah atiqah

14/1/2009
11:36:29 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
LOL LOL

14/1/2009
11:36:29 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
hahahaha

14/1/2009
11:36:46 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
nolah, alhamdulillah like, errr. hehe. step bende tu da happen ah HAHA

14/1/2009
11:36:54 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
ohhhh

14/1/2009
11:36:59 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
i thot u burp or kentots

14/1/2009
11:37:01 PM
qurrA.
teenage messss.
AHAHHAHAHAH

14/1/2009
11:37:18 PM
teenage messss.
qurrA.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Zzzzzzxomg I hope so too Qurra! If that happens, me promises never to call you Qur-tall anymore, HAHA!! Ahhhhhhhh. What's the date today? 14! Again, take note huh Atiqah! Hahahahahahaha. &to top offf what a wonderful Wednesday it has been, me and Dapho hitched a ride on this vehicle to Cheers! SUPER FUN + SUPER WINDY = MAXIMUMMM SHIOKNESSS MANN. We were the only canoeists onboard along with a couple of other strangers. HA HA! Shall wait for this ride every Wednesday then don't have to walk alllllllll the way to Cheers anymore. HURRRR.

Lockers and Bag are so tops on my list now. HAHA (me) go figuressssss.

So innocent, yet so guilty.

2009-01-14T12:08:00.004+08:00

HAHA HAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Taken idk-when ago. Neeedaaa take newww peeekturessss. Hoho.

Am feeeling better I guess. Today is Wednesday! Today is Wednesday! Wheeeets! Wheeeets! Wheeeeeets! I know yknow(?) people don't know! :D HEHE.

Pahh. MEM lecture later. I'll make sure I'll poke Hisham till he spurts out what Abakar exactly means. Hahahaha.

Okay bye gonna catch like 10minutes worth of sleep before the boys decide to make a move to class!

I AM SO VERY HUNGRY NOW. PAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I really, really, hate this part (right here).

2009-01-13T22:46:00.010+08:00

I've never felt so angry and sad at the same time so much as just now before. It's like, you're damn fucking angry to the maxmaxmaxx yet the thought of being misunderstood and not being able to explain yourself made you so so sad that it overpowers the feeling of being angry. See the picture above? Black represents Sadness and Red represents Anger. Anger is just boiling over on the surface and you feel like throwing stuffs around, screaming, yelling, just cry and cry and cry but then as you cry and cry you realised that you'll feel a sense of overwhelming sadness gnawing up at your insides and then you realised that whatever that makes you so angry earlier on is making you sad and you'll feel an emptiness in you and you don't know how you can mingle intense sadness and angry together but you did it anyways in the end and you'll cry with a fucking fucked up face which looks like:
Muhfuck. Okay I'm not eexactly that chubby and i have a wonderful crop of hair which I evidently left out prior to being moodless. But no joke, this was how i looked like couple of minutes ago. What happened? Well I thought of telling somebody what happened.

First thought was you, since you said you're always free for troubled friends but then again, I don't see why I should bombardd you with this problem of mine and you're prolly caught up with other stuffs.
Then I thought of you, and I remembered that you're always busy and EVEN SO, YOU DO MAKE TIME FOR ME, I don't wanna take up your time for something else which might be in need of greater attention.
Then I thought of you and you, but I feel that you both have enough negative vibes buzzing around and you prolly don't need any more of those.
Then finally as I'm typing this, I thought of you, but you being you, you're no longer here. Ah. Well.
And you, hah, let's not even go there.

In the end it all boils down to me keeping it to myself. Then I'll bottle evereeeeh-thing up and I'll have nobody but myself to blame for keeping such misery(sss) in myself. And to top it allll off, I smudged my make up. Ohhhhhhhhhhh great.

Just great.

p/s, thanks Taufiq, for trying just now. And fyi, just so yknow, I DID LAUGH AT ALL YOUR TYPOS. Hahaha. But thanks again. {:

muy bien!

2009-01-13T19:36:00.003+08:00

This was how Plan B was supposed to look like. HAHAHAHA!! Okay, only Kae and Hel knows what I'm talking about. Hohoho. Just as I mooching around this earlier noon(?), something made me happy!!!! 13 January 2009, take note eh Atiqah. HAHA. Like, totally, finally. Ohwells. Don't wanna jinx anything so won't say further! :D

AND OMFFFFTOOT CAN YOU BELIEVE I ATE 7 TAKOS TODAY! HAHAHA! TALK ABOUT OBSESSIONS. I bugged Hisham to eat the second set of takos with me just now. Hahah. Tsk, boy keeps flicking/hitting/whatever nots my chin! And tummeh! AND ARMPIT!!! Got defensive and starting boxing and cursing him. Hahahahahahahahaha. I bet you're scared of me now huh! :D And and and I had atleast(?!) 5 mochis in the last 24 hours. OH MY SHIZZNIT. The weighing scale is so my enemy nowww. }:

AND AND, WE WATCHED SOFT PORN TODAY IN SPANISH CLASS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. The boys were so in it for the anti-climax when Mr Steven said that we're running out of time and had to continue next week and thus stopped the movie. As expected, the boys groaned and protested, "anti-climax already leiiii!" And me, I actually fell asleep.

.____.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, chalooos! :D

MI(A).

2009-01-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

Still not onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. }:

Ohwells. This afternoon, passed by EC in Canteen 4! He smiled at me but I didnt registered what just happened as I was talking to Arifin so I just gave him a blank look and a half-heartedly smile and ONLY WHEN I PASSED HIM BY TOTALLY THAT I FREAKED OUT, AND THOUGHT, "HE SMILED AT ME!!!!!!!!!" (faints)" Oh boy. I really need to react faster huh! Hahahahahahahaha.

Ah.
I miss Someone.

If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere.

2009-01-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

17 DAYS.
It took me 17 days to.........

COMPLETE MISSION FI'sE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg. I still can't believe it. Mission FI'sE. Complete. Done. Achieved. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay normally I don't do excessive exclaimation marks but this, it calls for a celebration. HAHA! Right. Okay. Just am super happy okay? Hahahahahahahah that's all I can say now. Teeeheeeeeeeeeeee.

BYE!{:

LSLSLSLSLSLSLS.

2009-01-10T01:30:00.004+08:00

{lovestoned}

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMG.
Am one step nearer in achieving Mission FI'sE! Happy or what! Allll thanks to: ____. Don't wanna say who. Hahahahaha. But seems like everyone knows Mission FI'sE's friend more than him. Mysterious luh huh! HAHA! Well Wednesday was nice, only me knows why. :B Tomorrow, tomorrow, a daaaaaay awaaaaay!{:

OKAY TONIGHT ME SLEEPS LIKE A HAPPY KID AYE!! :D

Stupps.

2009-01-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
wah where you stay!
L! says:
btw where you stay/
L! says:
hahah
L! says:
serangoon norh
Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
KAYPOH I ASK FIRST! HAAHAHAHA
L! says:acf
north
Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
norh? hahaha
Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
i stay jurong wet
Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Atttttttickkeeee ♥ Miranda Kerr. (assignmentsssss) says:
OKAY SHIT FUCKING LAME HAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHA I AM SUPER LAME HUH! HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Supermodel Girls.

2009-01-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

{when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside}

HAHA! Me, Kae & Hel caught the VS models fever! Each has our own favvvvvv. Miranda, Alessandra and Adriana! Hahahaha. Super saddded when the runaway ended. Tsk, not long enough! :( HAHA. Take a look at this, VS's fanatics! Lol. Well not fanatics luh. Just that whenever they come out on the runaway, we get happy very. Hahahahahahahahahaha.

{Kae, I've got mine too, haha!}

So today, the internet proved itself quite useful, for I found a few photos of Mission FI'sE! Hahahaha that smile, that dimpleeeeeeeeeee, those squinted eyessss, FAINTS. HAHA! Turns out, Kae knows his friend! Okay yknow the drill huh Kae! Bahahahaha. I hope what I have in mind goes well. Lolll! Kay, byebye!{:

Oh he looking good and he talking right.

2009-01-08T09:27:00.003+08:00

Excited. Sad. Happy! Nervous. Act cool(hahahahaha). Why? Mission FI'sE! HAHAHAHAHAHA oh my tien.

Happy x98723861541864912746172312! :D

Hahahahahaha. And now, I'm burning up a fever. S H E E S H.
:(

Devvvies

2009-01-07T12:08:00.004+08:00

Devs during AGM. Okay, I spotted something in this peekture, haha!

School's been okay. Boring. But okay. Today's wednesday! Jeng Jengggg. Mission FI'sE starts again yo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA though I doubt so I'm any closer this time.

Meeting Hel and Kae last Saturday was funneh! Sorry I keep on bombarding you two with yknowwhattts. HAHA.

OKAY BYE!{:

Serious problems calls for serious measures. I really should quit moping about and do something about it. Yeah.

dtf.

2009-01-06T10:06:00.003+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

So much love!{:

2009-01-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

That's we! Chilli Cheese Fries, one-third affiliated from Devlin Rangers! Hahahaha. 3on3, great experience. Love the bunch!{: And congrats to Zinger for clinching 5th! :D

Will post more pictures soon, just wait okay! Hoho. Chatting w Lynette from Oh Hot Damn, the best woman to cap in the pool, is fun! HAHAHAHA cap her daaamn fun cus she will give this stylo milo expression one that makes me and JQ laugh! Hahahaha you cool, we love to cap you. HAWHAW.

Alrights, so tired worzxxxxxxxx, nights! xoxo y'alllllll.

We so dopeeeeeeeee.

2009-01-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

We? As in NpTp canoeists. Yeah. Hahahahaha.

Okay, bye!
HAHAHAHAHA this is really a random post.

Will edit la. Later. Hohoho, bye!

dtf.

2009-01-05T15:45:00.003+08:00

You had to ruin a good Saturday spent and start off a predicted-sucky Sunday and end it as badly as well. Why?

Whatever your reasons are, I find my say useless and unnecessary anymore. Well, you pull the strings anyway.

MIGHTY MORPHINE DEVLIN RANGERS!

2009-01-03T01:00:00.005+08:00

CORINNECARAJOLENEQFANGHUIJOLENEYATIQAHJANEMAYBELLELIJUNYINTENGSHUNLI!

{in order, incase y'all don't know, HAHA}

Sorry, missed out the paddles. Purposely made ShunLex's stick figure without a neck. Emphasize how short she is, HAHAHAHAHAHA. Owells, 3on3 tomorrow. Don't wanna say much, good luck to each and every one of us! I heard there's a major picnic tomorrow huh. Hahaha, well,

GO TEAM DEVLINNNNN! :D

Loves, loves, lovessssssssssss. {:

I hearts RP.

2009-01-01T11:50:00.008+08:00

Okay, shit. I've caught the Robert/Edward-is-so-hot-I-can-melt-in-his-eyes-plus-I-oh-so-wanna-run-my-hand-through-that-hair-of-his-gaaaaaaaaaaaah bug. So much for "Okay lah, he not that handsome lah. Can-can only what!"

.___________." zzzxzxzxxzzzzzzxxt.

THE HAIR! THE HAIR! THEEEE HAIRRRRR. To die for.
L i t e r a l l y.
Faintsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

Merry New '09.

2009-01-01T03:46:00.011+08:00

I. Twilight with Bestfriend finally! (SHUTTUP, WE BUSY PEOPLE HAD NO TIME PLEASE, HAHAW)
E. Oh okay fine, Edward Cullen the I-look-like-a-scared-polar-bear-about-to-get-shot look vampire is hot! rahsssssssss.
S. Got effing excited when we started talking about a certain dessert that my bag dropped twice and i choked on a stupid piece of popcorn .____.
S. Haji Lane with Bestf, Sister & Nasrul + friends!{:
C. Certain dessert not there. Saddededededed-eeeeed. :( HA HA.
I. Talked about super cool movies with Nas & Fai.
A. Nas witnessed his first ever "gig." Hahahaha.
K. Went off at about 1.40.
F. Cheng/Chang/chung/piggybacked Nas. Rocked him forward. He scared. Muahahahahahah!
J. Cabbed home. Thanks Nas! :D And you're welcome too, hahaw.
A. Fucking pissed.
K. Fucking pissed.
J. Fucking pissed.
A. Fucking pissed.
E. Uh huh, still fucking pissed.
A. Fckng pissed.
S. Fck pissed.
Z. F pissed.
S. Pissed.
K. Edward is hot(hotheat) and I wished for one who would protect me like he did Bella.
F. Pretty please?
A. Thanks and Goodnight!
S. Oh.
H. Happy New Year!{:

P/s. I wanna thank Taufiq for extending that ear of his, yet again!{: Yes, I do remember you extending it once a pond (upon, HAHAHA) at time! Atiqah do not forget things like that. Hohoho. But yeah, thanks so much Mr I-count-my-words-and-turned-them-into-letters!{:

CHECK: 375 WORDS.

Pp/s:
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
MERRRRY XMAS!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
EH!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
SALAH!
Taufiq.. says:
hahahahaah
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAHAHAHAHA!
Taufiq.. says:
slenger bacin
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
SHIT SHIT SHIT

I am so screwed. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.

Caught up.

2008-12-31T14:45:00.004+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true

But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Give me something to sing about.

2008-12-30T00:58:00.006+08:00

banana oreo bubble tea chocolate+butter waffle beef steak hot plate yee mee milk ice with strawberry chocolate cookies butter cookies chicken cordon bleu mixed fruits fruity yoghurt shake sushi plain milk ice donutss

are among what i filled my stomach (to the brink!) today! Oh mfsg and it's all cause of Nabil luh! Who? My cousin. Nur Na(billa-bong). Hahaha. Always love teasing her. And apparently Malaysians isn't aware of the existence of tights (me) & gladiator sandals (Nabil) cause they were rude-rly staring at us. Like hello, we don't need your eyes stripping us from top to bottom? CHEEESE.

But aside from that, me and Nabil had outrageous fun! {: Got matching colour beaded bracelets, yep we did. Pretty pretty. :D At first we had to split the bunch of six into two as there weren't any more bunches then i spy with my little eye another bunch hanging! SCORE!

Supaaaaaaa-duper happy! Bye! &Oh, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmyg, pizza hut-cum-present exchanges tmr with teamies love. FAINTS. And I keep questioning as to why I can never seem to shake off the over excess weight I've piled on. Tsk tsk ah! O Shucks.

HAHA, CHATTING WITH THE TWO COUSINS REALLY TICKLES ME PINK, GREEEN! Okay, really, bye! {:

P/s: Number of words (including HTMLs and this sentence) = 320 Words.
Haha, inside joke! :D

bizzareeee.

2008-12-29T00:50:00.006+08:00

It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

Omfffffffffffg 1:16AM and I'M STILL NOT FUCKING DONE WITH THAT LITTLE CORNER OF MY ROOM eversince 9plus-ishPM. HO HUM looks like I gotta get over and done with it if I want to make it for tomorrow's outing with Bff! OH SHIT! I FORGOT SOMETHING! CHEEEESEEEEEEE! S h i t, I think I won't make it in time for tomorrow's. Oh shucks. What a wonderful surprise it might have been then. :(

OH BOTHER. :(
(TSK)x1000000000000000000000000

(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
den ask him uh
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
iler?!?!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
i mena gielr!?!?
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
i mean gielr?!?!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
TSK!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
I MEAN GILER?!!
<3 Tgrlyrrx says:
HAHAHAHAH
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
wahaha
(H) HEL - ☑ YOUNG ☑ FLASHY ☑ FLY @ STREETFAMILY says:
GILER!

Hahahaha shit, got so excited over Mission FI'sE till my fingers spasm-ed. Die luhhhhhh like this. FAINTS.

14/1/2009	11:34:53 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	hahaha
14/1/2009	11:35:07 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	i got something for you
14/1/2009	11:35:19 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	nothing much but i hope it may help in fulfilling that wish of yours. (:
14/1/2009	11:35:24 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	haha okay what!
14/1/2009	11:35:28 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	AMIN!
14/1/2009	11:35:33 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	lol lol lol
14/1/2009	11:35:39 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	eh i mean it btw
14/1/2009	11:35:42 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	AMIN
14/1/2009	11:36:03 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
14/1/2009	11:36:04 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	AWWWW!
14/1/2009	11:36:10 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	alhamdulillah insyaallah!
14/1/2009	11:36:12 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
14/1/2009	11:36:22 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	HAHAHAHAH!
14/1/2009	11:36:25 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	alhamdulillah for what?
14/1/2009	11:36:28 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	u burp uh?
14/1/2009	11:36:28 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	kanchiong queen ah atiqah
14/1/2009	11:36:29 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	LOL LOL
14/1/2009	11:36:29 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	hahahaha
14/1/2009	11:36:46 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	nolah, alhamdulillah like, errr. hehe. step bende tu da happen ah HAHA
14/1/2009	11:36:54 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	ohhhh
14/1/2009	11:36:59 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	i thot u burp or kentots
14/1/2009	11:37:01 PM	qurrA.	teenage messss.	AHAHHAHAHAH
14/1/2009	11:37:18 PM	teenage messss.	qurrA.	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA